Fulfillment In Fun
I've been thinking about what it means to feel fulfillment in adulthood. I think who you are as a child is who you are in your purest form. You aren't trying to be cool or impress anyone, you aren't stressed about anything; you are just you, playful and carefree, curious, imaginative, creative. And I think to feel fulfillment is to be able to feel like a kid again. Sure, you still have work/bills/responsibilities and you still feel stress. But you have the freedom to do whatever you want on your down time. You can laugh, play, explore, do hobbies... you are free to be truly yourself. I know this is gonna seem like a 180, but stay with me... I think about death a lot. It used to scare me and would often send me into an existential crisis spiral, but lately, it's been making me want to embrace that inner child of mine and live as fully as possible. I strive to express my love to maximum capacity as if it's my last moment with you, the one I'll always remember. I w...